So I've decided to rewrite this post. Why? Because it's not that time of the year. Or month. Or day. It's today. I finally realized what's making me so gloomy. Kids. I despise kids. They drive me insane to the point of no return. My mother had friends coming over today and this -- this daughter just -- WOULDN'T STOP BUGGING ME. But I couldn't just snap at her, that'd be too mean. So I thought I'd tolerate it. TOLERATE TOLERATE TOLERATE ALSDKFJALSDFJ AUGH SHE JUMPED ONTO MY STUFFTOYS BOBBIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ;A;!!! I wanted to stab someone in the face. Too bad I couldn't stab her; I think her mom is awesome and because I respect the mother, I thought I'd try to be nice to the daughter as well. Muh. D8

On the side note, I love Ed♥
Whilst the rest of the world seems to be bothered by the new FMA art, I think it's beautiful, and I love Ed with his ponytail and not braids. :B


WARNING: The next person to mention Vocaloid/APH to my face, I will fucking ignore you for as long as a week to a month. No kidding here. 8(

November 7.

Although it is not our official anniversary date, today is a very, very important day which we both feel, should be appreciated just as much, if not more, than November 11 itself. This is probably where everything really started; awkward without a doubt, but only because everything that happened on this same day last year had really felt so much like a dream that -- even now, I cannot really bring myself to say that I was certain that I wasn't dreaming.

I realized I never made a post regarding this matter although I've been asked many, many times about what exactly got me and Ayato together and how things happened and -- yeah, I always told them it was too long a story to explain in detail but today, is a very good chance to talk about this. So here's how the story goes...


P.S. I finished this at 2:30AM so there are probably 923872938 spelling/grammatical mistakes in this long piece of BS, but please bear with it for now. >>;


( If it wasn't for today, there may never have been 'us'... )

me = Me
lsmetherham = Psychology teacher

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me: HELLOOOOO MR. SMETHERHAM : DDDDD
Sent at 10:01 AM on Friday
lsmetherham: Fiona i hope you're not avoiding doing your art by playing on the computer!
me: DDDDDD8 how did you know i have art!
no i'm not
i'm allllllllllways hard working
i hope i'm disturbing your class : DDDD
lsmetherham: No, i am searching my e-mails for the health essay

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Psychology teachers have so much spare time.
He's like -- *~*~BFF~*~* with my art teacher so I bet they bitch about me all the time D8
It's the kind of conversation that kinda goes --
A: Fiona is always skiving my classes!
B: You too?! She does that for my classes like -- TWICE A WEEK.

... Alright, I guess that's nothing to be proud of orz.

Started using Tegaki Blog again even though I'm crap at it.
Especially with colour. I do not get how I'm supposed to colour without layers alsdkjfalskdjf. It makes me feel very inferior to be looking at all the great artworks there but at the same time, it really amazes me how people could COLOUR WITHOUT LAYERS ALSDFJALSDJF work their way 'round this site 'cause it's -- it's very complex imo.

Anyone else has one, so I can friend you or something? :)

Also, I apologize for the lack of updates. School's been driving me insane and I've been -- not so healthy and I've got my monthly issue to deal with on top of all the stress and cramps are killing me -- I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO BURST ANY MOMENT NOW. D8

A---lso, I would like to remind you guys that iScribble is amazing ♥

Looking at everyone's Halloween-y posts, I now feel a bit depressed about being one of the very few people who didn't celebrate yesterday and just kinda sat around at home doing nothing (I spent mine watching many episodes of Gintama? D: There were a few episodes in the middle I needed to catch up with anyway). 31st of this month is also my aunt's birthday, so we normally celebrate that instead of Halloween, unless I have special plans to go out with friends but -- no. Sometimes, when the people closest to you are away (like Ming Zhe, whom I've spent pretty much all my Halloweens with), or when the person you really really want to see -- well, you just can't see since it's a fucking Saturday (like Ayato, who spent hers in a pretty lonely manner as well, from what I heard) and when you have so many deadlines and worrying things in your head (like I-fucking-B, bitch. Bitch) ...

It's really hard to really -- enjoy any festive events. And no matter how happy the people around you get, you just kinda -- feel a little gloomy somewhere inside. At least, that's how I felt.

No pictures from Hakuoki because it was FAIL and we had waaay too little time to take pictures afterschool, and throughout the school day we were too busy with fixing Hijikata's stupid wig AND running around with errands for the Halloween event at school. Muh. Most un-Halloween-y event I've ever had. Whatever. It's over and done with. MUH. MUHHH.

Also, I think I'll be over
here on Iscribble
for most of the day so it'll be great if people could come and draw with me? Just try to find me in boards; I'm tsubasa there, easy to remember right? You need to register for an account but it takes a few seconds and it's super easy, super fun.♥

COME DRAW WITH ME ;w;♥



P.S. If I suddenly die on you, don't worry. It's just my connection orz.

P.P.S. THERE'S A HALLOWEEN REBORN BOARD GUYS! ;A; COME AND KEEP IT ALIVEEEEE ♥♥♥


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